joyey

2010-09-20T16:23:00.001+08:00

GOODBYE BLOGSPOT!!

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE

2010-08-18T15:16:00.005+08:00

Met up with the craziest duo i've met in school, nevertheless they're even more crazier comparing to school lesson time. :D went for seoul garden student's buffet from 12noon to 330pm straight, basically chionging all the chicken hotdogs and ice cream. It's really that xiong till we've to take turns to walk around marina square and cary on when we're back. :P a 3 1/2 hr straight of buffet, we settled down at azabu sabo's chocolate ice-cream with banana and it really got our little tummy protruding out. ): got ourselves lost at shenton way away before meeting the folks for dinner, and i think i got a couple of KG heavier now. Hopefully training on thursday will burn everything off. (:

Made our trip down to Double Negative Visual Effects located at fusionopolis way for presentation. It really gave us an eye opener on what they're doing everyday as part of their daily job scope, but i think it's the interest that plays the part. (: we're forbidden to expose what they're working on now but they revealed that 'harry potter' project will be coming in by this week. :D although i'm not a fan of harry potter, but i'm waiting for their special&animated effects. Girlfee and i were interested in working with the company in the future so animations/effecting our work in portfolio before we really decide to have bonds with them. It requires a year or two of training in london which is the biggest problem. ): in the mean time, i was thinking of dreamworks or maybe pixar. HAHAHAHA!!!!

MISERY

2010-08-06T00:13:00.004+08:00

I'm in misery.

There aren't others to comfort me.

Why won't you answer me?!

Your silence is really killing me.

You really got me bad,

you got me bad.

I'm gotta get you back,

i'm gotta get you back.

ONCE AGAIN

2010-08-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

I've to go through this torturing week all by myself again.

but this time is much more different with the last.

No communications throughout this week till sat,

but no matter what everything's gonna be perfect.

And i still wonder do you still remember this prime.

happy 16months my dear boy!

TEMPTATIONS

2010-07-23T11:50:00.007+08:00

Firstly, it was this. Followed by this.

And now, this!!

Thank you apple, you've burnt a huge hole in my pocket throughout the years.

Week Number Three

2010-07-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

Week number three is finally here.

I don't wanna remember how i survived through this two torturing weeks,

but it isn't that torturing afterall.

Pretending everything is alright and fine on the outside,

but who are the ones who really knows the pain i'm feeling inside?

Now that you're gonna be back,

nothing matters anymore. :D

i'm back to self.

WEEK NUMBER TWO

2010-07-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

In the midst of week number two, i've came to realise that things weren't that tough afterall.

Just that human tend to make it more complicated and tougher to solve.

Sometimes things which are complicated, think it the simpler way,

things which are simple don't make it complicated.

Maybe this way things will work perfectly fine.

WEEK NUMBER ONE

2010-06-28T13:59:00.002+08:00

Seriously i hope everything in there will be fine.

Not like those in my wild imaginations, causing me to sob over the few nights before sleeping.

Waiting for a call from you only in the night is really a torture,

i'm unable focus well even though it'sthe slightest thing on earth.

Tell me how am i able to survive these 3 weeks?

NEVER SAY NEVER

2010-06-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

Attachment ended last week and I'm starting to miss those days when i used to grumble at work when there're too much workload and too little time to rest. But now, i've rest too much and i'm starting to complain that there isn't anything for me to do at home. Contradicting isn't it? Ohwell, it got better when i'm meeting noonoo or my friends comparing to stay home alone for the whole day till 7+ when everyone is back. The feeling is just...

Celebrating noonoo's 20th this coming saturday and spending as much time as i can before he enlists on the 28th. Heard about many tales about camps through some friends which sounded super scary especially the un-natural death of a recruit and that was the only creepiest i've ever heard so far.

As for now i wanna return back to school as soon as possible, meet my new classmates after choosing our preferred specialisation at the beginning of the year and hopefully there isn't any regrets to it. (: seoul garden for lunch girlfriends?

WE DANCED ON

2010-06-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT

AS LONG AS YOU'RE STANDING RIGHT HERE BY MY SIDE.

I HATE LOVE

2010-05-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

Very fast as it seems, it's the second last week of attachment already when everything was starting to fall in place. Ohwells, we used to complain, whine or grumble about the workload and the stress given by the superiors but in the end i admit that i've learnt alot from this company. (: people are nice and what else can i say?

There're many many activities with different people straight after attachment not forgetting hunnee's birthday and enlistment, so i might just give my branded bag a miss. Next time perhaps! ): cancelled genting trip to KL/JB instead, i don't wanna elaborate more about it because it just make my blood boils whenever i talk about it. GRRRR!!

YAYNESS!! I'll be catching shrek in 3D and squeezing within the crowd tomorrow with hunnee and a trip to the zoo on saturday morning. (:

2010-05-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

From a IT CONSULTANT to a PERSONAL ASSISTANT?

The beginning

2010-04-25T13:55:00.004+08:00

Attachment has started for 3weeks and it seems to be getting more fun everyday despite of the stress amount that the company is giving us every single day. Starting as early as 9am in the morning and reaching home as late as 1030pm at times was really a torture to us interns especially for huzaiffah jiahui and i who lived in the east, we've to get up as early as 630am in the morning and take a 90mins train&bus journey all the way to clementi which is located near to jurong IMM. ):

Boyboy is enlisting into NS on the 28th of june!! Seriously i think there's like insufficient time to accompany him as much as possible. ): ending my attachment during mid june while he's enlisting in late june which left me about a week with him. Awws!! Yay, trip to Underwater World this coming saturday! (:

Sometimes when people said that they'll be there for you no matter what happens,
but when something really happened they aren't there.
So what does this mean?

2010-04-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

As imagined, EBC's interview went smoothly as ever just that the females' liasion officer is kinda strict towards his job scope comparing to the guys. Awws! All we're gonna is to format, troubleshoot, answering calls and assisting them in the website development. Format and troubleshoot, i'm gonna surrender to this 2 sections like seriously. It isn't my kind of thing for goodness sake. GRRR!

I can foresee the scenario when i wake up early during the weekdays and squeeze with the crowd in the train with huzaiffah. GRRR! Not only that or i might be wrong, but i think squeezing during the peak hour in the evening is the worst of all like seriously. Sometimes if you're lucky, you might even see some faces being pressed down at the window and people trying to grab onto some thing to balance themselves. Super funny and classic!!

Oh goodness, i'm starting work tomorrow morning and that means that i've to wake up by 6 or 630 the latest. Time to sleep early!

2010-04-09T10:26:00.002+08:00

Last day of holidays, i still recalled how happy all of us were when our last paper ends that day. By a wink, it's the last day already attachment will be starting in 3days time! Gosh, i'm so looking forward to 11th jun which marks the last day of attachment but somehow i'm eager to start it on the other hand reason because i got into the WDD department! (:

Went far east with HUNNY to shop for a 'formal' bag to store all the documents and etc during attachment days as i reckon there'll be countless papers since the briefing has so much papers just on the information itself. GRRR! But, i still can't find the design that caught my eye so went PONTIAN for wanton noodles instead! (: miss the wanton noodles like one kind! Browsed at BB at taka yesterday and 875/895 bag caught my eye immediately, although it was an older design. But i've not targetted which one to purchase yet since i got the time till my attachment money comes in.

Gotta get ready for attachment interview!

2010-04-01T13:56:00.000+08:00

I've never imagined we've come this far

It's so beautiful that it makes me wanna cry

Being able to know you, see you and falling for you

I'm really thankful for everything.

HAPPY FIRST ANNI!

2010-03-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i was thinking that

as long as i have you with me,

everything will be alright.

But it doesn't seems to,

and i hope it will.

FOLLOW ME DOWN

2010-03-20T14:56:00.000+08:00

Ohyays, semester holidays are here! (: ohwells, i reckon this holiday will be mundane like one kind. Didn't update the person in charge at work about my holiday duration so i don't think i'll be earning more kachings this month but it doesn't matter!

ITfair and FoodFair at suntec convention hall with CK, squeezed our way through everywhere for ITfair due to human congestion and bought portable HDD and it's in metallic red! Whooo! :D
Food fair was rather boring to be frank as there're packed with many 'lehlong lehlong' stalls which you see in the market. ): but we managed to grab some nice bites there!

CRAVING FOR STEAMBOAT!! ):

2010-02-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

Munched at MFS yakun this afternoon while waiting for the brothers to knock off. Ordered their half boiled eggs and it's still the same as ever, big yolks and looking nicee! But today's eggs aren't nice comparing to the others as i think it'd cooled down for some time. ): for don't know what reason was talking about chocolates and the substances inside that made us girls so addicted to it. And here's the answer : Phenylethylamine!!

Phenylethylamine is used to cure depression and hyperactiver disorder which includes non-serious side effects like nausea, constipation and mild headaches. And not forgetting it's a vital role when we fall in love and feeling passionate which will tend to make us a little happy. Interesting isn't it? (:

Trip to grandma's house for steamboat with relatives in the night after movie with BOYBOY! (: valentines' day was superb and it doesn't have any difference with what people had commented. It's a more to sweet and touching movie than a heart wrenching one. But overall, IT'S NICEE LAA!! (:

ONE TIME.

2010-02-09T20:25:00.003+08:00

Arghh, few more days to CNY and i hadn't finish shopping with my stuffs yet. Somehow, the annual long awaited CNY is different this year, seriously different. Firstly the mood isn't there at all. Secondly, schedule was super packed with upcoming projects and tests.

A super long weekend with a spoiler test on the spot when we return to school on monday. Tell me what's next?

I SEE YOU ALL OVER ME FILLING UP MY FANTASY.

2010-02-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

Finally it's february and 2more weeks to CNY! (: Actually i'm not really excited for CNY anymore, just that i love the shoppings and gathering among each other together. Gathering with family whom you meet like once in a year, friends whom you seldom meet up etc.

Met up with sec sch clique last weekend for CNY shopping and GEE's 19th celeb! (: and now whoever i met wearing checkers stuffs reminds me of andrew all thanks to his FB's account photo, which seems that he's wearing the same shirt everytime we're meeting up. But i think checkers are in trend now, look at the people on the streets man!

Beach fiesta`10 last saturday at siloso beach with my mates since morning. I regretted jogging with regina the day before which led to my muscle cramps in my thigh and i can't run bcos of it. ): boohoo, but still we managedd to complete the race. (: weather was super super hot on that day, luckily wasn't sunburnt! Heee!

Outing with boyboy this weekend for CNY final shopping! (: it's been so long since we went out tgt due to heavy schedule. <3 not forgetting yumcha for lunch! Awws, i still can't get to find the thing that i wanna get for him. ): thank you people for all the everything esp those who've been calling or going down personally just to find this thing, you're deeply appreciated. (:

ALL ABOUT LOVING YOU.

2010-01-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

I'm not trying to hint on anything but I'd realised that,

i can't be the one that you expected me to be at times.

After trying for the past few months,

i really tried my best to become the one.

But sorry, i really can't.

2010-01-08T00:26:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really don't know how much do people understand by the words 'limit'.

Or maybe in fact they do understand the defination of this word,

but they just go beyond the line on purpose.

I don't know what they really wants at times.

But all i can say is that,

don't regret after messing with the wrong person.

INNOCENCE

2009-12-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

HEEE! I'm back from the korea trip for about 1week and the weather really differs from SG's, it's really cold to the maximum that you can't imagine that you're still surviving under the degrees of -15 celcius on the streets in the day and much more worst when it comes to the night. Awws, but all thanks to the precious heater which was provided in the hotel. Heee.

Spent christmas eve with MRANG, leonard; pamela; crystal and one of pamela's friend whom i've forgotten his name. HEEE! Dined at the new sakura restaurant located at dohby ghaut area and slacked at starbucks before catching 'Alvin And The Chipmunks2'. JAVA CHIP IS LOVE!! (:
Didn't really took much photos cause i think we enjoyed ourselves too much and forgot to snap around with each other. Back at MRANG's place before 12 cause i didn't wanna follow the rest to nightlife activities due to my terrible flu.

Thursday countdown with MRANG again. WHEEE! Hopefully there's more photos to be uploaded soon. (: awws, i'm still waiting for andrew's sms to confirm whether is there an outing coming up on new year's day itself. HEEE!

Thinking of that, i don't wanna go back to school for lesson so soon! ):

2009-12-09T17:16:00.005+08:00

People ask: "Hey, what will you be doing after school?"

Common replies: "Sleep, online; FB, Dota; CS etc, Out with boyf/girlf; blah the blah the blah."

But my reply: "I've got work later."

Seriously, i don't know why am i rushing home after school for my job when i don't even need it for the moment. Based on my family financial status, i don't have to be out for work at this age. Ohkay take the salary can be a extra earning or something, i don't think it's the right time for me to rush home after school everytime just for work. And by the time i'm back home from work, i'm seriously tired and sleepy for anything else especially school assignment.

Plus i think there's no point telling my folks about this issue, what they had in their mind was totally different from what i had in mind. For example, they used to think that kids at our age were out working for family during our age in the past so they expected the same thing. The different thing was that we had studies on the other hand as well, and how are we going to cope everything well when you're dead beat after work?

Staying out late or not coming back home in the weekends which were supposed to be a destressing time, they'll be nagging continously saying we didn't cherish the time to rest whenever we could and blaming that we didn't had enough time to revise/study if the grades aren't the ones they wanted. Arghh!

2009-12-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'll be your blanket when the weather's getting cold;
be your shadow so that you will never be alone.
I'll be that shoulder you can lean on;
be the air that you can breath on.
<3

Down Down Down Down Down...

2009-11-08T11:48:00.003+08:00

Finally we've completed this project which was given several months ago,

appreciated my girls for spending the last week together to complete this ~~bloody~~ project;

although we thought it might be stupid.

But thinking of it,

we managed to revamp everything within the last week. (:

thank you girls for sacrificing time for this project!

YESTERDAY

2009-10-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

It's been almost the 4th week,

but those crazy days in HK still lingers.

Whatever people might say,

it's just the memory/experience spent

without your family but purely friends.

Craziness spent everyday with each other,

pranks we used on those hong kees,

jokes we used to crack,

and almost everything.

Thank you guys for all the fun you've gave in HK,

but i think it's really time to be back in reality

that i'm back home.

I LOOK SO GOOD WITH YOU.

2009-10-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

Been back in Singapore for 2weeks after the trip to Hong Kong, thinking back i feel like going back with the bunch of friends again! (: but comparing i still think Singapore is a better place when it comes to customer service and everything, but Singapore's food can't be compared to Hong Kong's for sure.

Health's been down for the past few days since thursday when i woke up. Fever, flu and throat infection came in sequence day by day, fever was like on and off everyday up till now, flu made my nose like a live running tap water. Ohwell, at least that i'm feeling much more better than the previous day when i can't really do much for the whole day.

Celebrated grandma 89th birthday at expo on friday night, met up with relatives and cousins. Photos are uploaded on FB! Outing with nee on saturday afternoon after work, felt drowsy after all of those medications but it stopped after xiao long bao and all the food came in. (: i had xiaobei again! WOOOHOOO!!

Home Sweet Home.

2009-10-11T00:14:00.002+08:00

After spending 3weeks in HongKong overseas exchange programme, I've finally touched down at Singapore friday evening. (: funny as it is, we were wanting to go home so eagerly at the beginning of the trip, but reluctant to leave at the last morning. LOL!

Managed to acheived several things through this overseas exchange programme, although its only 19days. Independence, patience, tolerance and everything we won't be learning if someone is always doing something and tolerating you in Singapore. It won't be easy right from the start but it became more and more in hand when it's in the middle of the trip because we're starting to compromise the people who are with us who we treat them as one of us. (:

Thank you everyone who are involved in this overseas exchange programme. Especially room-mate momo, buddies dickson edmund nico oathniel syaful and all those who were close to me during this 19days. Thank you for everything, especially when we're in ocean park etc.

Photos and videos will be up on FB soon! (:

Even the best falls down sometimes.

2009-09-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

Before joyey gets emotionally; mentally or physically hurt by anyone,

she tends to hurt the person even before he/she does.

But deeply down right inside her heart,

there still lies the timid joyey.

ITS GONNA BE STRONG ENOUGH.

2009-08-30T19:25:00.002+08:00

August isn't a month for celebration or something. ): things were happening and yet it happened, i don't know why it had became this way which it doesn't have to be. But not forgetting there're a few little things thay happened this month too. Special thanks to those people who stood by me time after time. (:

Walked around Orchard ion and Orchard central with waffle yestd afternoon after work, shopping mallls interior and exterior designs were really eye-catching especially Orchard central. (: did a little shopping here and there but majority window shopping. GRRR! I'm gonna spend at least something in one of shops especially BURBERRY! :P

Ohwells, projects reports/discussions and meetings plus not forgetting the upcoming exams are real killers. ): argh i seriously don't like flash laa, it's really troublesome doing those little little actions but it makes the effects nice in the end. After exams will be the overseas exchange programme with schoolmates at hongkong! (: at least i get to step out of SG during the holidays leaving neee in SG. SORRY NEEE!

Sims3 is really getting 'hot' among classmates and it really tempts me to purchase one for myself. Regina was like going crazy over my sims2 and she's bugging me to buy the 3rd version. (: we'll see how it goes after exams then!

ps. i'll probably update before i leave SG. (:

2009-08-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

I'm here with my confessions

Got nothing to hide no more

I don't know where to start

But to tell you

I've done my part on what i should do

all i wait is for the outcome

ITS GONNA BE TOUGH.

2009-07-03T00:11:00.003+08:00

Ohkay, it's gonna be a short and sweet post this time round as i'm fed up with blogger's photos upload, the photo just doesn't upload after i've clicked 'Done' laaaa. :( searched the help topics and followed instructions but it still didn't work out. OH WHATEVER.

People, if you wanna grab photos or something just go straight to facebook to grab it for the time being before i found another website for uploading photos in a blog. So sorry for the inconvenience. :(

Celebrated dumbass's 19th bday and everything went smoothly as planned except for the dinner which i think it could be better if we're not rushing for that shuttle bus to flyer. :( flyer ride was super nice comparing to the other time when i took it in the day plus scenaries were super niceee too!! :D photos uploaded in FB!

Met up with the biggest cliques last saturday evening for liang seah street's steamboat dinner and we spent about 4hrs spamming all the food down there especially the buns and meats. :) planned to go for desserts after steamboat but everyone seems to be full so we cancelled. Ohwells, camwhored among ourselves arnd perlini silver's and we almost scare the shop assistant as our clique was standing right outside the shop and the assistant thought that we're planning to rob the shop or something. HAHAHA. Bus-ed to ECP in the middle of the night to slack till 2plus before heading home. :) photos are uploaded in FB too!!

FIRST OF JULY! Thank you for the people who wished through the phone, sms, msger, FB and not forgetting those who gave presents!! :) 2nd aunt, geraldine, brenda, dumbass, andrew, bookeong, wuyu, zhiying, eric, nikko, sinyong, nicola, usa, daniel, ryan, gideon, jovene, genevieve, kengleong, yoshie, gene, perline, stephy, nivya, koonwei, vivian, jingqiong, benjamin, azizah, jesslyn, sumaiyah, andy, shane, joshua, sinyee, weihong, yana, laiha, chaikhin, lingling, mengda, changda, cherie, chance, aunt jennifer, aunt kelly, aunt mey, aunt eve and dr yong!!

Thank you dumbass for that special surprise! loves*

KEEP YOU MUCH LONGER.

2009-06-14T11:59:00.005+08:00

YAA BERR DAA BERR DOO~ the long awaited term break are here! :) not forgetting those assignments and projects given by the teachers are to be completed during the break. Grrrs. Ohwells, the last week of sch isn't that relaxing at all. :( stayed up late because of a stupid summary report which was given on tuesday at 4plus in the noon and we had to email to the lecturer by 12am for goodness sake. Next was the CMOS test which killed our brain cells studying for it, but everything turned out alright. Heees.

Went for mengda's 21st bday chalet at east coast goldkist chalet on friday night which turned out to be a little awkward in the first place, but ending up everything turned out well. :) met many many similar faces there and i saw my beloved girls perline and gene! WOOHOO~ H2H talks at the beach with several of the people there and got to know some things that shouldn't be said. Ohwells, hopefully everything goes well for them. :)

Yesterday was a super happy day! :D met my dumbass after work at his workplace and headed down to marina for movie and dinner at waraku, caught 'drag me to hell' which wasn't a funny movie at all. I squirled like a caterpillar and covered my eyes almost throughout the movie i swear and i injured dumbass's upper arms because i grabbed him too tightly. Haas! :X so sorry my boy! <3

I'M GONNA TAKE THIS NIGHT AND MAKE IT LAST.

2009-06-04T20:44:00.003+08:00

FOOYOEE! Guess what?! It's the last week of the term and i really can't wait for the holidays to come. :) not forgetting the assignments and several projects to complete during the holidays. Ohwells whatever it is, i'm gonna packed my holidays with many many meeting ups. :)

Met up with dumbass; leonard; SMQ; kenneth; yoshie; gene and perline on tuesday night for coffee cum chit-chat session at bugis. HAAS! Another group of my favourite EY people. :) ohwells, i missed my babes alot as it's been some time since i 'show my face' in that company. HEES! :P aftermath, camwhoring sessions officially begins!

( GATHERING!! )

Caught 'young victoria' at iluma with dumbass on friday afternoon before heading down to work. HEES! :P iluma is another nice cinema for movie! Young victoria was nicee cause it was something about handing over the throne to someone blah blah blah blah... Watch it yourself and you will know it all. :) upcoming next will be 'drag me to hell' and another one which i forgot the movie title.

Back to CMOS CHT5, goodbye!

BE WITH YOU.

2009-06-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

YIPEES! I can simply feel the freedom of sleeping late and waking up late everyday in the near future because HOLIDAYS ARE COMING! :D :D though countless things should be done before the term break starts, but we'll make it through somehow. :) tests and projects are just never ending stuffs. GRRS!

Went to SENTOSA with my dumbass, WH SY & CK early in the morniing last saturday which made me really damn blooody tired and hungry in the night. :( but i think all the efforts are well paid off cause we really enjoyed ourselves during the trip. HEES! :P ohwells just that the weather was really sucky when we just arrived at SENTOSA in the morning, and the

( SAND TOE SAA )

Watched 'ramen girl' with sister and 'night at the museum2' with dumbass during the last few weekends. :) i don't really have much impression on 'ramen girl' cause i slept 3/4 throughout the movie due to the rushing of projects late in the previous night. HEES! :P but i think 'night at the museum2' was nicee comparing to part1. :) upcoming will be 'drag me to hell' and many more. WHEES!

Went for dumbass's colleague bday chalet cum BBQ at ECP yestd night and had fun throughout. :) cabbed to changi airport to stay over with dumbass but in the end i think we were like listening to the 'snoring orchestra' instead. AWWS! So in the end we went arnd the whole of Terminal2 to stay awake and breakfast at macs before heading home! <3

happy 2nd monthsary dumbass! <3

I HATE THIS PART.

2009-05-21T13:07:00.004+08:00

I WANNA GRUMBLE ABOUT SOMEONE WHO HAS A CHILD'S MENTALITY!!!

I just don't understand why some people who is coming 20years old & has a mentality of a child at the same time. Fancy wearing two 'masks' when you're with a different clique of people. Oh you just made me feel disgusted by your actions. YUCKS!

Initially i thought you're alright that is the reason why i approached you before any others do, but i think i've really regretted as in the this is the biggest mistake i made. I can simply fcuk care about you, leave you alone there not bothering whether you have a partner or friend to be with but i still went up to you to be your friend/partner. But things started to change when the time goes by.

You shouldn't be doing the things you're doing to me now even as you didn't have interactions with any males before. Okay besides those 'sexually harrassment', physically abuse to me aren't excused either. So in other words, i don't know why you're doing all this shitty nonsense to me from the day we got to know more about each other. Stalking the clique that i'm in isn't that fun at all for goodness sake, waiting for us every morning when we're not even meeting you & worst of all you knew that where and what time are we meeting which i think you're really something!

Please bear in mind that you're the one who started following us right from the start, not the other way round mind you!. So stop behaving like you're the eldest in the clique and whatever you said always makes sense and you're always right in whatever you do. Now you're with another clique who you prefer, by all means since you're showing them the goody side of yours. But sooner or later, your real true colours will be revealed so don't be surprised that the clique of yours will be leaving you one by one after some time. GOOD LUCK TO YOU THIS STUPID TWEETY BIRD!!!!

WHEN IT SEEMS TO FADE AWAY.

2009-05-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

WOOO LAAA LAAA~ another long awaited entry. HEES! :P days are getting in hand after time has passed and everything is getting back on track. (: plus sch has been fine with all the people arnd me & i've got used to the timing of the lessons all thanks to BBD. Thank you for your morning calls everyday! <3

( EY SEMINAR )

Met the SKA peeps for dinner at simpany after so long to meet nikko after he booked out, everyone seems to have changed in their appearance but i think their characters are still the same afterall. HAHAHA! :D cracked many jokes while eating till late night. HEES! :P headed home after dinner to chiong card for BBD which wasted my whole night researching for something. HAAS!

Caught 'friday 13th' on a saturday with BBD at cathay & went to stephy's hse for MJ/21dots session with agares, qifan, mingchuan & another guy whom i forgot his name. Played everything till early in the morning 4plus & one by one began to K.O, so eventually everyone K.O in the end. HAHAHA! :D

Travelled to malacca on last saturday with 7 of my relatives early in the morning which almost turned me into a pig. Instead of listening to what the guide had to say on the coach, i tend to sleep throughout the journey to the next destination whenever i sat down & whenever i came down the bus it's time for meal. HAHAHA! :D but i almost died without BBD luckily there's little eeyore! HEES! :P

( malacca trip )

YOU'RE THE REASON THAT I STILL BELIEVE.

2009-04-19T13:30:00.002+08:00

I just realised i'm not updating regularly already, i won't want my blog to 'decay' or something. HAHAHA! :D i'll try to update more regularly when i'm more free yeaps. (: ohwells, been caught up with work & a few outings with friends before sch started last week. HEES! :P

Sch isn't that bad afterall as what i thought, i just don't like to start lessons early in the morning & ending late in the evening. *grumbles* ): orientation was fun but unfortunately had 2days of MC due to high fever & throat infection. HAHAHA! :D but thanks girlys for all the updates & concerns yeaps! (:

FOOYOEE! Went OBAR after 'shinjuku incident' with the EY cliques on the starting of april at the new bugis mall, made many many new friends too! I have a lawyer friend darren, a bookworm friend, a super game addicter ham & many more. HAHAHA! :D 'shinjuku incident' was a damn bloody movie i swear, but darren claimed 'my bloody valentine' was more bloody compared to this. GRRS! OBAR was high high high, fancy drinking/dancing/vomiting etc throughout the night. :D that explains all the pink pink stars & rainbow moons!

( OBAR )

Caught 'confessions with shopaholic' & 'school days with pig' with dumb ass cos sis couldn't make it for movie at the last minute, but i found out that we watched it at the same place but with different timing with different people. ): 'school day with pig' was a wrong choice indeed! HUMPHS. Initially we supposed to be watching 'handsome suit' but in the end, that stoopeed pig caught my attention & i'm sure we're regretting like one kind last week. GRRS! Never judge it's banners for movies next time round, i'm just gonna read the summary before queueing up for the tickets. HAHAHA! :D or else dumb ass is going to announce bankrupt anytime. HEES! :P

Time to complete my MMET & CMOS assignments! (:

STUCK WITH EACH OTHER.

2009-03-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO! :D i've spent almost nearly 16hrs sleeping today due to the medication i've taken since yestd. ): been down with flu & slight fever out of a sudden since friday night, & not forgetting i still have to have a flu jab when i'm fully recovered. ): suddenly i just have cravings for apple strudels, eroyce chocolates, ice cream etc. :P yumms~

Work is really gonna stressed me out like shiat already, but the fun is still there at different times of the day. Ohwells, it depends on the situations somehow. HEES! Everything will turn out to be fun as long as little estee is there to help out. :D

Caught 'marley & me', 'coming soon' & 'hotel for dogs' with the meanie dumb ass for 3 consecutive weeks after half day work. GRRS! Coming soon became a total shiat in the end, just that i think it became damn bloody grossed rather than being horror. Ohwells, the storyline of it sucks as well. ): but the other two were alrights, i think i'm gonna get hook onto movies relating to dogs or something. HAHAHAHA! :D ohyesah, 'confessions of a shopaholic' with sis this coming weekend & pepper lunch!

THE TEARS YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN.

2009-03-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

Ohwell, i think my blog is gonna rot sooner or later since there isn't any updates regarding my life. HEES! :D life hasn't been the way i wanted, but it might be the beginning of something big. But in the mean time, we'll see how it goes then. (: special thanks to those who tried to help esp those listening ears. :D

Work had really tired me out almost everyday, causing my precious legs to sore & ache the moment i'm home. ): surprisingly now i can stand for hours without complaining abt a single little thing except for the aerobics stunts i did a few days a go. PANPAN SHHHS!

Late late photos of CNY'2009 were uploaded already. HEES! Does family means that we'll just meet & catch up on occasions like CNY or something? ): except for some, but i think i'll be just seeing them once in year. ): ohmygoodness, i just remb that i'm having sore eyes during this year's CNY so that explains the big/small eyes. LOL!

( CNY & REUNION DINNER )

( EY CNY DINNER )

Attended shane's IMPRESARIO'09 at NTU's auditorium hall on the 28feb with STEPHY&CO, which was totally awesome throughout the whole competition! :D but i just have no idea why that duet will get the prize which shane should be getting. GRRS! Photos are up as well. :P VIOLET MELODYYYY!!

( IMPRESARIO'09 )

'caught up' with the new arrivals with my lovely cousin on tuesday afternoon at several malls. :D plus our favourite waraku at novena for lunch and i think we're gonna have waraku meals at novena in the future! :D photos will be up soon too. HEES!

p.s: little joyey is naughty but i think long long is MEAN! (:

ONLY WAY

2009-03-13T16:01:00.006+08:00

All the nights i spent in daze,

only way to see your face;

only way to feel your touch;

all that is too much to ask.

All the times when you're away,

do you ever feel this lack of heart;

and maybe someday.

You're my only way.

SKY OF LOVE

2009-02-14T11:42:00.007+08:00

Summoning to the sky loudly that i love you

White clouds roaming about to say i miss you

Let the sky able to hear;

let the white clouds able to see

No one can scratch away the promise we'd made

Leading you to look at the sea saying i love you

Giving you the brightest star to hint i miss you

Listening to the sea of pledge;

looking at the rigid blue sky

Let our love free.

HAPPY VDAY PEOPLE! <3

SECRET VALENTINE.

2009-01-22T23:54:00.004+08:00

WHEEES! My photoblog is up already cos something is wrong with the previous one. Dee, you'll be damn irritated when you see that blog cos it's mainly full of photos all arnd. HAHAHA! I'm so sorry abt the irregular updates due to the lack of time & the hectic schedule i'm having now. ): ohwells, hope everything won't be the same when sch repoens in april. HEHS! January is still a 'holiday' month for me as there'll be many outings; meeting ups; bdays & most impt of all our CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D back to the past...

Counted down to 2009 with a few of the clique people at marina square & i remb we had a hard time finding a place to settle down for dinner as the crowd was really speechless. ): so we went carls' junior for dinner & ahboo joined in. (: didn't went for the fireworks show cos we don't wanna get squeezed among the crowds, so we went daniel's hse to slack till morning instead. (:

( 2009's countdown)

Primary school gathering was next! Ohgosh, i really miss everyone of them esp my pri.sch tablemate BORIS TAN! :P so the 13 of us dined at new york new york till we're the last customer. HAHAHA! After dining, the few of us including me went boris's hse for MJ & DD (daidi) till morning. (: finally, we all gotta to know something shocking news from someone else which we don't even know during those days. OPPS! :X

( Pri sch gathering! )

Celebrated alvin's 18th & nicola's 19th with the usual clique, each reaching at a very different timing respectively. LOL! Played games like 'heart attack' & unfortunately i got beaten by dont know who & i got scratched by someone else while my hand was trying to dodge. OHMANS! AD (asshole daidi) was more fun than DD cos the ways of playing is the same but there're several new rules to it. :D plus we were thinking of opening a gambling den when we're much more older ever since we'll gamble with MJ, DD or AD whenever we meet. HEHS!

( Alvin's 18th ) ( Nicola's 19th )

After what happened i know who are the ones who really cared for me, & i know who are the ones who i really can rely on. Thanks for the concern & everything to the few of you, esp those who suffered when i was crying over the phone etc. So people don't worry yeaps, i won't let anything happened to me again i promise cos i know there'll be you people out there who really cares esp my ahboo mummy & uncle andrew. HEHS!

A Month Of Celebrations!

2008-12-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

HOHOHO! :D joyey loves the month of december, several party-ing/gatherings etc. WHEEES! (: sorry for those who i didn't managed to meet up with or i 'dua-ed' you all last minute. ): met up with the usual guys at katong for singing k, but didn't really sing much due to my sore throat which had yet to recover till now. Ohwells, went to some cafe for dinner then to parkway's arcade. (: then over to fox's for some spying & stuffs with the guys & finally home sweet home.

Had mini company dinner a few weeks ago cos of some reasons, i really enjoyed myself that night with this bunch of colleagues who really go woolala when it comes to playing etc. Trained to toa payoh with boyband to william's cafe but in the end. due to lack of food we changed to liang seah street for steamboat instead. (: although food was still alright, but there're ppl who made the atmosphere real high. Played zongjimima & several finger games to finish off the leftovers, but lady luck wasn't with me so... obviously i was the one who ate the most. GRRS!

( EY company dinner )

Celebrated x'mas eve 'translucent party' with colleagues at one of our manager's condo at woodlands area, but unfortunately it was raining so we had to cancel our water games. ): but despite of the rain, ppl were being carried/pushed/pulled into the pool. All thanks to onn mengda you meanie who carried & threw me into the pool & got me wet from head to toe!! Played games at the carpark area as if we owned the place while ppl are bbq-ing the food. But i don't understand how can they bbq food under the heavy rain w/o a brolly, & the food is still that good. :X ohwell, got a little high after several drinking games, & it really got my throat burning but the feeling os nicee & refreshing! :P photos are uploaded. TRANSLUCENT TRANSLUCENT!

( X'mas party )

There'll be more meeting ups/gatherings coming up this month, more & more photos will be up next. (: but not forgetting, results will be out real soon in like 2 more weeks which really got me anxious like whatever shit. We'll see how it goes when the time comes then. :D

MAKING THE NIGHT AS BRIGHT AS DAY.

2008-12-13T23:14:00.004+08:00

Joyey became a happy little girl, because he's gonna accompany me for lunch everyday before work! :D WHEEES!!!

Apologies for the lack of updates during this period of time as i spend my time at office, but the truth is that i miss home whenever i'm at work. ): i miss dining on a table with family, parents nagging to turn in early for the night, blasting my phone in the morning whenever i'm wake up late etc. Now i understand why ppl said they prefer sch life to working life, bcos i have the same sentiments now. :D

Went for a family day event on a weekend during mid-november at khatib's bottle tree park. Met dad's old colleague & spent the day with them tgt, explored & played arnd the whole day. It wasn't very enjoyable due to the humid weather. HEHS!

(KHATIB FAMILY DAY)

Travelled overseas with family during late november to early december. All i can say abt this trip was two simple words 'relaxing' & 'boring'. Imagine being to somewhere you've been to the previous year & visiting those plants/organic plantation in cameron highlands really bores me alot. ): but never mind, let it be as a place to relax your mind & soul after a year of hard work. (:

( DAY 1, DAY 2, DAY 3, DAY 4)

Had ladies night at company with cherry & all the ladies on wednesday night. Played several rounds of 'themed' make-over within 10mins, which nearly got all of our dressing switched. LOL!

(LADIES NIGHT)

Finding the reasons why.

2008-11-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

Family?

Don't tell me you'll be there,

because you wouldn't for sure,

i don't expect much either.

I wouldn't wanna pinpoint who,

but i guess what you've did,

it's too much to keep mum about it.

Please spare a thought for me,

before you do anything.

I'm don't know whether it's you or someone else,

as your niece, i'm too disappointed in you.

Thank god that,
you're not my parent.

The chances of feeling the way we do.

2008-11-15T10:15:00.005+08:00

WHEEES! :D finally everything is over & everything went smoothly as expected, just hoping things weren't the same as before. (: been busy with this major obstacle since the beginning of the year with many retrictions on almost everything, but it's all over now. But somehow, i missed those times when we were mugging as if there's no tmr.

Things'd been happening so suddenly w/o any notices beforehand. ): it really got every of my emotions involved in it, which totally sucks! I won't wanna recall by repeating what had happened but thanks for those little listening ears along the way. (:

I've been to a place which kept my time occupied for almost everyday in a week, infact i was there even before my exams ended. But not to worry, this doesn't keep me distracted from mugging. :D met new ppl/friends there with different histories behind & i really learnt quite alot from them seriously no matter what is it regarding. (: whether being it like gaining experience; attitude; academic; social life, whatever you can think of. Although november will be a crucial month for everyone of us, but there'll be fun as long as these ppl are arnd.

Watched 'james bond - quantum of solace' last sunday at lido with family, it wasn't that good comparing to the previous one. Somehow, i didn't get the storyline because it started out of nowhere. ): so i merely slept halfway throughout the whole movie. HEHS! :P holidays are coming because of the month December!! (: not forgetting squeezing into malls to shop for christmas presents too! :D plus those meeting-up sessions, see you guys soon!

Making every moment last.

2008-10-17T11:25:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not blogging regularly due to my forever-changing schedules recently, which really got my head spinning arnd like a carousel. Ohwells, some little changes were made here & there but i've almost forgotten every one of it. GRINS! But nvrm, luckily i rem those wonderful meet-ups with those wonderful friends of mine. WHEEEES!! :P

Mugged with dee a few weeks ago & guess what? We'd managed to explore arnd the whole of changi airport t3 & crowne plaza hotel like as if we're the tourists instead of those arriving ones. :D but everything almost killed dee whenever she saw me taking out my phone to snap onto something, but she loves it when ppl snap on her. How irony this can be? HAHAHA! Now she can tell me happily: joyey loves photography!

( airport terminal 3 & crowne plaza hotel )

Celebrated grandma's 87th bday at somewhere arnd chinatown area. (: i rem i was feeling very bloated which somehow sulken my mood in a way or two, but it doesn't affected me throughout. How amazing! Took several photos with my lovelies before heading home. :D

( grandma's bday dinner )

Shane's 20th bday celebration was next. Wheeees!! It's been ages since i last saw him when we were in sec sch, teasing each other arnd whenever we saw each other in the campus. HEHS! Met up with stephy dwarfy peter bb & enyu at tamp safra for pool after lesson, & off we go to our separate ways for 'freedom activites'.

( shane's bday )

Jalan raya at dee's hse with a few old friends, not forgetting that i brought my sis along too since she knows majority of them. (: had SC/P yestd afternoon which almost killed me. But nvrm, cos i've made a new friend while waiting for it. :D trained to airport to mug with dee, & she intro her friend to me named shikin. So shikin intro her bunch of friends to me & this goes on & on & on. :D joyey is a happy little girl now, cos she made many many new friends! *big smile* photos will be uploaded once i get hold every single one of them.

Taking one step at a time, now the time is finally here.
Expectedly, i'm all well-prepared for it.
See you in a month's time ppl.

TAKE ME TO THE PLACE WHERE WE BOTH BELONG.

2008-09-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

It's been quite some time since i last came up here, cos sometimes i feel 1day with 24hrs isn't sufficient for ppl like us. Muggings/lessons taken up most of my time that i had, leaving us with only the weekends to rest a little. Health's been poor lately due to the unpredictable weather, hot & sunny day but a heavy downpour the next moment. So flu & sore throat came along. ): grrs!

Met up with some of the guys at tp, too bad i didn't have a chance to take a photo of YS dancing ballet while playing badminon. Attended eric's 17th bday chalet on the 11th & had total loads of fun with them esp at the japanese restaurant, not forgetting those silly card games we played throughout the night. (: but something happened before we left, & i hoped none of this will happen again the future.

( pathetic photos... )

Went for SG's flyer on sunday with family as dad had 4 privileged tickets. (: it wasn't that fun though as all we can see was the construction of the upcoming casino, the marina bay thing & the F1 site. But i still prefer to take the ride in the night as there'll be lightings arnd the flyer itself & the buildings, comparing to the day's view which you can simply see it easily when you drive pass the expressway. AWWS! Luckily the weather was acceptable as it may seems, but it started to drizzle a litte when the ride ended. How nicee! :D

( SG's flyer... )

I JUST WANTED YOU TO STAY.

2008-08-31T22:21:00.003+08:00

Life went smoothly as expected, nothing unusual & nonsensical happened lately which was simply great & relaxing. Mugging life will be ending in no time, hopefully i'll still be hanging on by then. (: health was in a bad state last week due to some reasons, thank you ppl for your utmost concerns once again. I really appreciate that, i mean it okay? esp dee & bro. (:

Slacked with the usual cliques weeks ago at several venues JP; FS85 & MS respectively. :D talked abt almost everything that came into our mind for that instance. Finally i've got to dine at MS's Pasta Waraku which was like totally yummmms okay! A 'DIE DIE MUST TRY' pasta restaurant, i won't recommend which one to try on but i think every one of it will be nice. (:

EL/O is fnally over which made me real relieved, made many new friends & met a old friend too. Singaporeans are quite friendly & sociable i guess, fancy talking so much in the room when we only took a glance of each other outside the waiting room. Details is up at pb, dine&bren feel free to ask for my pb alright! :D

Drove down to ECP for Waraku for dinner in the evening with family. A completely different style from the Pasta's Waraku, but i think we enjoyed it very much. (: photos will be uploaded at photoblog soon!

HAPPY xxTH BDAY MR.SAMUEL WEE!! (: cheeers!!

2008-08-21T00:38:00.001+08:00

EXAMS + TESTS = STRESSED!

Youre faith when im faithless.

2008-08-17T17:05:00.003+08:00

Apologies to ppl as inconsistent updates tend to happen now & then, schedule will be more tighter than ever. I shalln't mention what's the reason behind it or you all might knew it, who knows?

Had steamboat dinner with the usual cliques the day before national day & we really had our fill that night, fancy chionging for all the beefs in the steamboat restaurant was really ohmygod. Played several rounds of zongjimima & that everyone at least must taste the 'heavenly sauce' before we leave the place, so lilmissluck was with me as i was the last person to taste after 4321rounds of games played. :D photos will be uploaded at photoblog after i received everything.

Mugged really hard for the week & i've completed all the lab reports, time really flies without one knowing seriously. No more lab until further notice, i wanna continue my lab please. WALAO, how can?! ): i want my PHYP & CHEP! Everything will remain for others for the time being till further updates. Next week: test exam test exams! @#$% & i'm not mentally prepared for it yet.

Oh finally, i got my very first O.P.I's nail color & i'm gonna get the second third etc. Wheees, plus mom got me a new LG's phone! Chatted with someone over the phone the other night & realised many things i didn't know, & obviously i won't be mentioning it either. Everything was expected & nothing unusual abt someone, don't suspect or ask me who is this as i won't be spelling out if you're not supposed to know. Ppl who have my pb, refer to it then & you'll find out. (:

p.s: i think micheal phelps is cute! :P

Your Faith Has Shown Me That.

2008-08-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

This week'd been a appalling one, as in really appalling. ): as i mentioned, i fell seriously sick since last sunday & till now at this very moment. I lost my voice on wednesday & it's getting better, thank you ppl for your utmost concerns! :D Sighs, full-body check-up results totally dampened my mood for the whole of friday. As always, my medical reports are always in the bad state but it's slightly better this time.

Cabbed down to lesson on thursday cos i was feeling rather weak after all the medicines etc, basically it was PHYP which made me motivated for lessons otherwise i'll not attend. But end up, i didn't get motivated cos i was drowsy after medication during break-time. BOOS! ):

Planned to train down with didi to EW8 yestd for blogshop weekend festival, but she couldn't make it last minute due to domestic affairs. I can't get my O.P.I classic nail colors anymore!! Ohwells, i got an urge of changing to LJ but i find it troublesome abt the ppl you link. So i searched on LJ's style & worked on it for almost 3hrs straight in the night, but i'm still not happy with the outcome. GRRS!

Drove down to town's lido shaw hse & caught "The Mummy: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor" with family as dad was entitled 4 free tickets. I rated the movie 4/5, just watch it & you'll know lah! (: went novena square/velocity for dinner aftermath, did shopping & home sweet home. 2008 BEIJING's olympic games is on friday, wheees!!! :D

p.s: there's so many things i want you to know.

Even if it takes a lifetime .

2008-07-28T23:30:00.004+08:00

Apologies for the inconsistent updates including the random entries previously . Previous week was really busy, i mean as in really really busy . Days were occupied with muggings, muggings & more muggings to come in the future 2.5 months . ): everything will end in no time, i'm pretty sure of this although i don't know what the outcome will be like .

Lazed arnd with stephy baobei esther & yuna at JP after lesson on tues, & i really need to improve on my pool if i've extra time . I was involved in helping someone to "commit suicide" on thurs before leaving EW3, i won't be elaborating the details because i really have no comments . CHP on the same day & i think i did it much much more better comparing to the other days . Wheees ! :P

I forgot what i did on friday seriously, nvrm abt that . ): mugged for the whole of saturday before heading down to grandma's to drive mom & out for dinner, back to mugging & off to sleep . OH BLOODY SUNDAY, this is the worse sunday i ever got in my 18years of life i swear . My boyboy (handphone) crashed, my larpy (laptop) wasn't responding & worse of the worst, i couldn't operate my podi (ipod) ! A name for every electronic devices i owned, next will be Li-tee (DS-Lite) coming in the way . (: adding on i was running a high fever; flu & sored throat . OH HOLY SHIT ! I'm really going bonkers w/o these electronic devices, but thanks to sis's desktop which saved me . Wheees ! (:

Sorry ppl, photoblog will be left stagnant till my larpy is back . (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARIEE GERALDINE ! <3>

SOMNOLENT .

2008-07-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

I can just simply imagine,

having that binocuar light down the distant road .

Whether being it the same,

i brought yesterday's wound attempting to forget .

I tried to imagine,

being fated to be busy with the love beliefs .

If there are sorrows in my eyes socket,

that's what i've collected in the process .

Let me be the one you call.

2008-07-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

Ohwells, another week had gone just like this. ): time really really flies without one knowing. And as time goes by, ELO dateline is drawing nearer and nearer, then the final term papers will come.

MTLC ended on tuesday afternoon fortunately, the feeling isn't that tensed up comparing to the MTO last week. But it seems to be more tricky leh! ): boos. PHYP yestd night and it nearly made us wanna commit suicide on the spot, how i wish that pin can poke through me and i die immediately. (>.<) awws, last PHYP on the week after for the whole sem. HOW SAD!

Slacked at jazz on tuesday night after lesson with the usual cliques till past midnight. (: H2H talks; laughed; pooled etc. Master Jeffrey, my pool skills are getting mouldy!

Just finished watching "L changed the world" online this afternoon, but i'm still buying that limited edition which comes with the cubic thing. *big smiles* and i shall consider whether i should buy the full set of deathnote as part of collection. o_o

p.s: you're the one who made me believe even when i don't. (i'm not referring to anyone but you, yes you!)

As long as two hearts beat together.

2008-07-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

Oh well, another week had passed w/o me realising that time really flies. ): stay-home day on wednesday, mugged for the whole afternoon and stuffs. MoT oral on thursday afternoon & seriously, i think i got everything cocked up due to some reasons. Had CMpract on the same day, & it really sucked like shit. I don't wanna mention why but i'm pretty sure that my mind wasn't in the right state.

Friday is a busy busy day! Ntan woke me up as he wanna go back sch to collect testimonial. Saw many familiar faces plus the teachers & chatted with them for an hour or so. Planned to lunch at uncle ali's but unfortunately we were late, so we strolled to prata shop instead. Bus-ed to fengshan85 to do Ntan's hair, i don't wanna mention what happened. Things just doesn't turn out the way we wanted, & it's way too ... Ohwells. Aftermath, strolled to Ntan's hse bus stop & waited for bus10 to tamp mall for 'hellboy2' movie with chipmunk, uncle andrew & nicola.

Slacked at starbucks after movie & cabbed down to Ntan's then chipmunk's.Ntan, uncle andrew & chipmunk went really high in the night till i can't stand them. Fancy dancing under the room light till almost dawn treating me as the audience to prevent me from falling asleep. FYI i slept but they tried to gather arnd me to wake me up again! ): so i just sleep till breakfast was here, & i don't rem someone called to order etc. Random photos are up at photoblog.

Trained down to airport & waited for yongs to arrive to send Ntan off yestd night, but sadly many didn't came as no one knows that he's leaving. Talked/slacked at t3's macs till 10plus as the first flight at 9pm was fully booked, but the later flight was fully booked too. So he had to take the next day night's flight since he's on the waiting list, & home sweet home for us!

Went for haircut in the afternoon today before meeting Ntan yongs bird & siny for 'red cliff' movie, & dinner aftermath. Played arnd at kiddy palace as Ntan thot of buying donkey for me & home sweet home. Ntan's leaving tonight at 11plus & might be back in sept i guess. BON VOYAGE BOY! (:

those words are swaying.

2008-07-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

This week's been a hectic one, i mean really hectic. Mugging mugging and still, it's mugging. How bored is this, but it'll come to an end for all this pretty soon for sure.

Went down straight to nicola's hse for drinking night on friday as planned by the guys. Strolled to playround and uncle andrew taught us a few games, it was really funny when it was kengl's turn not forgetting those forfeits. But somehow, it's some kinda dull as a few of them got glued to their precious psp after not long. So one by one just dropped dead as time goes by.

Weekends were really sucky as always. ): accompanied parents to wherever they went as i don't feel like staying all alone at home, somehow the fear is there still. Oh wells, so texted N.tan to prevent myself from dying out of boredom. Travelled down to town as mummy wanna use her voucher thingy at departmental store but nothing caught my eye. ): why doesn't sg has RL's pink pony edition? GRRS! ):

Met N.tan for lunch and acc him to gym training for his IPPT yestd afternoon. :X we'd became two noobs in the gym don't knowing how to operate some of the machines there. All we did was some muscles stretchings, running and some other little excercises. Bused home and rest before leaving for class while he went to lalaland, how good! ): i wanna sleep too lah N.tan!!

OHYAY! Texted lil.G when SYNPATHY got in for superband, and i told him to stop giving funny faces in front of the camera where he looks really weird. And he said i was as weird as him. -_-" SYNPATHY SWOOSH!

2008-07-02T17:10:00.012+08:00

A very big thank you ppl for welcoming the day which marked my eighteen years of living on planet earth with me . I really appreciated that alot, and i really mean it . Strolled to jazz pub after lesson and met up with stephy and baobei, celebrated with them plus yuna ! (: photos will be up at photoblog after i received everything from the girls .

Special thanks to (not in order) : geraldine, brenda, uncle, 2nd aunty, 4th aunty, nikko, ening, ahboo mummy, brandon brother, theresa, nadirah deedee, stephanie xtt, yimin babey, jan ahkor, yuna, baobei, yongshun papa, nicola dearest, uncle andrew, alvin chipmunk, nicholas sumo, kengleong, geneveive, clement, wenbin ducky, razny kambing, rinaldi, anders, jessie, anisah, hanyi adorable pig, shervonne, jingqiong, annie sweetheart .

Yes koko, you're te first one and the one with the most accuate timing yupp . 010708 at 12.00am sharp ! :D and it took only 3secs for a sms to deliver from simpang bedok to simei area . The speed of radiowaves are really powerful and fast indeed . LOL !

i'm still holding onto .

2008-06-26T11:23:00.002+08:00

if you fall, stumble down,

I’ll pick you up off the ground .

If you lose faith in you,

I’ll give you strength to pull through .

Tell me you won’t give up,

cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall,

you know I’ll be there for you .

the more we get together .

2008-06-22T11:06:00.003+08:00

Just reached home from my lil guardian's (boris) hse a few hours ago, and i'm feeling rather sleepy & weak all over my body . ): attended my primary sch gathering last night, and everyone seems to change . :D

Dined at somerset's sakura restaurant as informed, laughed and did some catching ups on the same time . To our surprise, wanting brought along our formal class photo when we were pri5 and everyone could just laugh till our heads off . Girls with that standard hairstyle and guys with standard expressions on their face . LOL ! Before leaving the restaurant, had some 'photo-taking sessions' among us and sang a bday song for joel since it was his 18th and everyone arnd us was staring at our table . HAPPY 18th BDAY JOEL LEO !

Aftermath, strolled to far east and bused all the way to lil guardian's hse at changi north since the guys wanted to go over so girls just tagged along . WE SIMPLY LOVE BUS RIDES ! (: Wenjie and co said lil guardian was big etc, but until you reached his hse and you'll know what i mean . It's somehow too exaggerating with a lift and a CCTV installed in a 4storey bungalow, everywhere we go we'll be having that 'wow' face with us . So we somehow 'explored' his hse and felt like we were exploring some kind of museum, and to our surprise we found a receptionist counter located near the living room itself . O: "can we have a map please?" LOL ! Eg: 7 plasma tvs, a 'conference meeting' table used as dining table and the highest balcony which was good for star gazing etc . WOW !!

Lifted down to basement where we first stepped in and began our 'free and easy' programmes Eg: mj, dota, singing k and some were waiting for the euro soccer . LOL ! Played mj from 11plus to 4plus, watch soccer a while and went to guestroom with hanyi and tingxuan . We were really tired but we continued to talk, not really talk but a HTH one instead . How nicee ! And by the time, one by one fell asleep and left lil guardian's hse at 7plus in the morning .

Can we have more gatherings please ppl ? <3 photos will be uploaded at photoblog .

i never regret to be this way .

2008-06-19T12:42:00.002+08:00

This week was really a mundane as i'm currently preparing for a test later on, which killed zillions of my precious brain cells since yestd already . ): i'm a last minute person who everything on the last minute fyi, but who cares anyway ?! :D

Ooh baby, there's a primary sch gathering this coming saturday at don't know where . It's been 8years since we last met the whole class, banging onto one another or just a little msn chat wasn't enough for us ok ! Rmb those good old days when we were much more younger and those nonsense we cracked in class etc, i believed those memories were really superb to each and everyone of us .

Had a lil msn HTH talk with zy yestd night & got to know many stuffs that was expected . HAHS ! I really don't wanna say so much cos it's totally no point saying after so much had happened . Those who has my pb just take a look at it and you'll know . (:

Jovene: so sorry that i can't make it to your grandpa's funeral tonight cos i really can't make it, i hope you'll understand . Wish that you'll be strong as life has to go on, jie ai shun bian ok ? I'll be there if you need me . (: take care !

maybe the timing is beating our hearts .

2008-06-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

I didn't know what to say,

I didn't know what to do .

I really don't know why,

i'm feeling this way .

I still can't walk out of that shadow,

but i'll be able to in one fine day .

maybe we're trying too hard .

2008-06-06T11:50:00.004+08:00

This week was a fulfilled one indeed, as in the whole week was scheduled with plans etc . Hahs ! Met up with delick daddy; yongs papa; nich; daniel; wuyu; kengl; genn & jeffrey on sunday for pool session at katong area . :P it was really SUPERB lah, my pool skills are really deproving . ): WU PIGU QIAO QIAO ! (>.<) bowling session this coming saturday perhaps right ppl ?

Lessons were as normal except for some reasons which i don't wanna mention in over here . It's really irritating when strangerous ppl coming to you for nothing . Funniest thing was that someone found that i on-ed my bluetooth as deedee was sending some files over, & he merely shouted my name in the class . But thankfully he doesn't know how to pronounce 'JOYEY', so he pronounced it as 'JOY-YEAH' instead . Deedee went laughing off like a mad girl for the rest of the day, making me real embarrassed .

P.pract on ELT yestd & it almost killed us throughout the whole lab session i swear . Ohmygod ! Everyone was scratching their heads including us, had a hard time solving a 5mks question within 10mins . TORTURING ! I still prefer theory with papers & busy copying those notes, falling asleep at times . OH YAYS, 3hrs of theory lesson later in the day too ! whoo laa laa ~

random

2008-05-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by : bookeong mummy !!!

1) If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Ans: Blame myself for loving blindly .

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: May everything goes my way & perfect in my entire life .

3) What will your dream wedding to be like?
Ans: Grand & memorable for the both of us.

4) Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Ans: YES, idk whats gonna happen the next moment .

5) Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans: Being loved by someone .

6) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: Till the day ive given up on that person .

7) If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
Ans: Give him my blessings & wish him the best .

8) Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Ans: OBVIOUSLY YES !

9) Is being tagged fun?
Ans: YES YES YES !!!

10) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ans: Ermms . Employed lady with family probably .

11) Who are currently most important people to you?
Ans: Family & friends .

12) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ans: My most adorable ahboo mummy .

13) Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
Ans: Single & rich .

14) What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: BRUSH TEETH & WASH UP .

15) Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: That goes without saying .

16) If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: I swear i wont fall in love with 2person .

17) What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Honest, decent & who has a listening ear whenever i needed them .

18) Do you have a pet?
Ans: Nopes .

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Boastful, backstabbers, etc .

Those who are tagged by me to do this quiz will be
NADIRAH.
IQAH.
GERALDINE.
ILI.
STEPHY.

it's been hard.

2008-05-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

Dined at ep banquet with eric & zhiying on friday night cos i need some suggestions during that time seriously. Yes, heart2heart talks still occured somehow during that oohgaagaa period of time while waiting for a sms. Strolled to the pasah malam nearby, played two games and sent them off at arnd 10plus. I really wanna thanks this 2 little cuties of mine, thank you for sacrificing your time for me on friday! (: hugg~

Trained down to orchard yestd to meet stephy for some gss sales, not really shopping to be specific but to do something to distract me from dwelling on it. But apparently, nothing caught my eye in orchard road leh! ): went to find dwarfy and gave me his suggestion as well, making no difference with the others so i guess i will have to stick with their suggestion instead of mine. It will be more practical and realistic. Went lojo while waiting for dwarfy & stephy's friend for their dinner break, talked & laughed alot but i guessed i ruined the whole atmosphere by giving that smelly face of mine. So sorry to eric & zhiying that couldnt meet you all yestd cos timing was a little too rush, but we will be meeting up next week yupp!

Trained to tamp & met godmom & saw countless of familiar faces there too, the feeling is just so great that as if you felt that the olden days back in sch were back. BIG SMILES! Godmom drove me home at 10plus after everything was settled cos i wasnt feeling that well during that time, kind of abnormal heart beat rate from waht i know. I will be glad if nothing/the same thing happens for the next few coming weeks. :X prays~

Forever.

2008-05-23T16:26:00.000+08:00

Forever is a long time,

to be without you in my life .

I just wanna keep you by my side,

cos forever is a long long time .

But i've guess i lost the ability to do so now.
I've lost the chance for me to say whatever i wanna say .
Feelings was the reasons which held me back,
but i don't wanna torture myself over you anymore .
I've to move on with my life even without you,
and so much so much of unbearables; i still chose to .
Your attention is obviously not in me anymore,
so i think this is the best options for both of us .
I'm sorry my dear boy, i din't want this to happen either .

But how i wish we could be back tgt again like before .

you're my sunshine in my life.

2008-05-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

Attended stephy's bday celebration at kcc last friday night with a bunch of friends like esther bb mr-dwarfy and pervertic-uncle . Hahs ! Camwhored under void deck before cabbing down to expo hall4 for jazz pub to kill time all the way till 1plus and headed home excluding pervertic uncle . HAPPY 18th BDAY STEPHY XTT !! huggs~ shall upload photos at photoblog when i receive all of them yupp , stay tuned !

HOORAYS ! Mummy reached singapore safely on saturday and went for our so-called belated 'mothers' day dinner' at somewhere which i forgot . And mummy simply just can't stop describing how terrible her trip to china was , gaving us a imaginary overview of what she experienced there during the past 7days . YUCKS ! But thinking back , they are just not developed as we think . Btw , HAPPY 18th BDAY TO ANNIE SWEETHEART & SARAS BESTIE !

VESAK DAY: went down to a temple at punggol and gave offerings in the morning before heading to uncle's house for some 'drillings and knockings' being done by dad . Played and camwhored with wapi that skinny dog while waiting for dad to finish . HAHS ! Photos of him will be uploaded at photoblog in a short while .

OHYAYS ! Synpathy had got into the audition for superband hosted by channelU . And wanxing and the person that i mentioned in my post long ago ( if you still rmb ) by the name of 'XXXXX XXX' , they were one of the band members ! My XXXXX XXX , i hope you don't forget what you promised me if your band got into the finals ok ? ((: i'll be waiting for that song , L.G & L.A ! Only you and i knows what this means , a secret belonging to only the two of us .

it'll all get better in time

2008-05-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

During these times , i've been thru many situations where i've to do some unbearable decisions in order to solve the problem . Sighs , i really don't know what will happen to me next but i believe i can make it through somehow . After all these ups and downs , joyjoy tend to have a different perspection of life comparing to the past eg. different overview of it , different goals in life , different demands and different ways of handling setbacks . And i've realised that i grew up tgt with these problems i faced , a little more mature but childish in certain ways still . Hahs !

Koko just managed to overcome his problem yestd night and i'm really glad that everything is turning for the better . If not , i don't dare to imagine what's gonna happen to him for the rest of his life rights koko ? All i can say : cherish the ppl who are arnd you , you might not know what will be happening next to them .

Mr lai's lesson yestd was still the same as ever , talking those crappy stories & experiences of his . OHMYGOD , so didi was distracted by something first then it was my turn . LOLS , soon we just took our 35minutes of camwhoring during break time and some during lessons . And didi officially become the spokeperson for 'mountain dew' 2008 , cool huh ?! But not to worry , it's only for mons and tues of the year 2008 . (>.<)

i miss my JTLX! ):

UNWLLING TO.

2008-05-07T20:40:00.001+08:00

Lunched out with stephy bb and sis this afternoon at eastpoint's 18th chef . (: did heart to heart talkings , laughings & daily talks as usual till late afternoon . Oh yays , bday celebration for xtt next friday !! ((: Sighs , suddenly i'm missing my beloved geraldine & brenda chong somehow !! )): oh my 2 lovely girlies .

Mom will be flying to china this coming saturday morning leaving dad and the 2 of us in singapore , i think it's more like a relieved period since there won't be mom's naggings for like 8days straight . Whees !

I really don't know why someone likes to ask me to do things against my own will . It's like what's the point of asking me to do something which i don't even have the interest in it or something ? Won't it be better if i do something that i'm interested in and it will be more worth it i suppose ? I really don't wanna waste my time on such rubbish stuffs , i must well stay home and do my own studyings or something and i guess it will be much more better than attending those craps that you mentioned . No point forcing me to do things that i don't even have that 0.01% of interest in it , it's just wasting my time and wasting your money .

i thought i never find you.

2008-05-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

I was being forced by someone just now that it's been a long time since i update , okay lah diddy ! Joyjoy got a shocked before her lesson today due to some idiotic dollies in the ENG&TECH block , and diddy was mocking at me for the whole day . (>.<) lesson today was practically like before with all those jokers in class , and not forgetting our own laughters .

Oh well , ppl arnd me tend to be involved in some rs problems lately and i just hope everyone will get a way out in the end . All i can do was to give comments here and there when it's needed , if its i'll definitely keep mum about it as i promised you before . Somehow , i just dont see the need to do all these things to get what you want .

never find a love like this.

2008-05-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

This entire week was really a torture indeed, i dont wanna elaborate on what happened and why it happened. ): i just hope that this will be the last time for such things to happen and obviously, i will try not to let these things from happening in future; i promise.

Stephy: i really wanna thank you for all the things you told me earlier on. If not for those words, i might have just commited suicide or do something foolish instead of updating my blog here. I'll treat you to chocolate cake at starbucks one of this days ohkay, how about tuesday? :D

Somethings are really meant to be the way i supposed? Its not that im avoiding it but i think its really the end of us and i really dont want anything to do with you anymore. Im really tired of you and i really cant tolerate it so please.. Initially i tend to give up on everything; but in the end i dint all because i believe you werent what i think. Give a serious thought about it, it will be beneficial.

Everything will be okay in the end. If its not okay, its not the end yet.

just so you know.

2008-04-25T12:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the inconsistent updates ppl, somehow many things happened this week which made me really moodless for everything. All thanks to my closest budd: ening stephy didi ahboo mummy ahmeng no.1 fan and mr small-eyes, thanks to all your listening ears and your scoldings everyday despite of crying everytime on the phone/msn. (>.<)

As time passes, i knew who were truely good and bad towards me. I mean as in everyone i knew. It's just unbelievable that i had to accept such reality, the truth really hurts somehow. I've trusted you all so much and this is what i got back in return eh?! Why everyone just have to put on a 'mask' instead of being their true self? Being their real self is such a wonderful thing isn't it, you don't have to act as different 'characters' in front of us as the audience. And all i can refer you was a 'friend-stealer' and 'good in acting'? Hmms, wonder why no one introduce you to mediacorp as an artiste you might be famous. LOL!!

Enough of those posers already, i'm really glad that i have a bunch of great ppl arnd me whom i mentioned above and somemore that i din't mention. Now i really know they are the ones who really cares and concern about me and in fact everything of me, thanks guys! Especially ahmeng no1 fan & didi, sorry for the crying over a small matter which made you lose face. LOL! I just can't help it lah.

2008-04-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

finally, now i know.

Met up with stephanie xtt and one of her guy friend (i forget his name somehow), and bused to esther's birthday chalet. HAPPY ADVANCED 18th BDAY ESTHER!! (",) saw many familiar faces eg wesley, jan the saitang, andric etc, but somehow we din't get to see everyone of them cos we left early due to some reasons. )): rmb those days when esther xtt jan and i used to conference late up in the night and talking about almost everything, really makes me feel back with them although we have our own life when i saw them. SAITANG, RMB MY BBQ BACON!

Oh well, i've got to know something interest about somebody last night from someone. I don't feel like saying who it is and who told me about it. But since, we are both having our different lives now i'll keep mum about it and pretend nothing has taken place. And please mind your attitude towards your own friends, fancy being nice infront of them but the opposite behind them is just cruel don't you think so. I think you're smart so will you please stop all your stupid actions before something happen to you without knowing it.

2008-04-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

i just wanted you to stay.

I changed my mind of changing blog, but i'll have one private blog for my close ones instead. If you dint receive any notice, i wouldnt be telling you now but later perhaps. I have my own reasons for this, so please understand.

Okay okay, enough of those updates. Met winny ytd evening and caught 'run fatboy run' at marina, and went for ko's chocolate hunt. :P Planned to train down to terminal3 after movie, but thinking that ko might left even if we cabbed down. WINNY ALL YOUR FAULT LAH! So we slacked/talked till 11plus and cabbed home instead.

Deedee's mood had been really down nowadays and she refuse to say what happened. )): just hope that crazy little deedee is back. Joy has a crazy friend and her crazy friend is deedee. LOL! Somehow i miss those times with 4one3`o6 afterall, those saboeing friends/teachers, mugging times for Ns' tgt, zoo/bird parks outings as if we were kids, playing hide and seek during night study etc. ((:

happy 8th monthsary to winny the pig!! <333>

2008-04-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

Joyey will be changing blog after her lappy is back from service.

Only closed ones will be informed. Thank you!

2008-04-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

so i say thank you for everything.

To xxxxx xxx,

thank you for all your protection ever since 2001,

whenever i need them 24/7.

And next we'll be in different world,

not really but it seems like it to me.

To be without you in the next chapter of my life,

i really don't know how would my life will be without you my LG

I wanna keep you by my side and i really do.

Cos you've said forever is a long long time.

2008-03-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

your love is just a lie.

OH GREAT! Sports day had been over and i'm missing those girlies already. :( And again, andes lost to that sickening rockies house. Damn it! But at least, we knew we gave our very best shot that's the most impt isn't?! Photos are up at photoblog, and videos are up on youtube. (: It's all over alrights, so please do your hw okays girls?! No more excuses for not doing your homework especially you know... :D

Cabbed home with niccy and rushed to bathroom for a cold bath on ytd. BAHH!! Lazed around at home and i nearly forgot to meet winny at 1330. And i forgot to bring his bday present out. ARGHS. Went tampines to collect his phone and off to cineleisure for 'shutter'. Dined at taka's pepper lunch and trained back to EW3 for slacking/camwhoring. Winny, i've some unglam photos with me!! :X tralalas~ happy 17th bday to jacktanlixiong! <33

2008-03-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

I've been drinking 987litres of water,

slept for 654hours,

and you've been entering my brain for 3210 times.

So fly back to singapore asap will you?

joyjoy misses mrjacktanlixiong badly! ))):

2008-03-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

forbidden-love.

Oh holy ****!

I simply hate the weekeds totally,

i'm just wondering how to spend it well.

With family/friends perhaps?! I really don't know.

Lessons' been pretty well as it was expected,

only for thursday when i've to travel to a far-away land.

Seriously, i'm just contemn that i've to waste time on travelling.

But at least i've a friend taking the same route as me for now. :)

Dined at cafe cartel and caught 'horton' ytd evening with JT.

Had unlimited of nonsense as usual with that fat ass,

that handsome fat ass winnie the pooh of mine. <3

Oh ya! Anyone has 'kangtao' for Nintendo DS-lite?! :D

Somehow i feel like going to sky-dive occasionally,

scuba-diving too perhaps. It's just the thrill lah!

PY's annual sports day and JT's bday is just 2weeks away,

and i don't know what to get for him. :((

p.s : i'm talking to a fat ass right now.

2008-03-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

forever is a long time.

*oh gosh* my lappy tends to hang a lil whenever it comes over here. :(
Something is wrong somewhere in me i know,
but till now i doesn't know what went wrong still. SHRUCKS!
Mood tends to swing to and fro in for upteen times for no reason,
esp the days when i'm home for the whole day.
Impracticality strucked me to make me look like an idiot,
thinking of those impossibilities. OH LIKE WHATEVER~
Oh well, i overheard some remarks while i'm meeting annie.
"what's yours is eventually yours in the end,
no matter how long you're separated it'll still be back to you.
If it' not yours,
no point forcing it back to you either no matter how long takes."
A friend of mine asked me about my r/s with mrtan a while ago online.
But so sorry my friend,
i won't publicise my r/s with everyone and i don't find the need to.

2008-03-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

you made me woo laa laa~

HAHS. 29th of FEB already! )):

See!! Time is really running out as it seems,

definitely but maybe not perhaps.

Geraldine's been coming my hse for the past few days,

guiding me through, did talkings and some other stuffs.

(not forgetting her precious photobook for her love) >.<

I've accommodated my life to studying and television somehow,

and i'll have to tolerate for like 8months plus?! :/

HAHAHA. And somewhere somehow i'm finding some relaxation.

But thank god i've found mrtan! <33>

OH YAH. For that someone that i knew,

i really don't find the need for you to tell ppl my life etc.

It's really a part of your asininity lah.

OH WHATEVER.

I'm still feeling sleepy in a way right now.

2008-02-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

way back into love.

First day of work today went smoothly as i thought ,

but sadly to say there are some pros and cons . )):

Had to stand under the big hot sun from 9am to 3pm ,

pulling customers after they came down from a particular ride .

Leader shila was guiding/familiarising me with the system ,

not forgetting crapping and some daily talkings . (:

*oh gosh* the lifeguard over there were like @#$%^ ,

nice knowing them despite of their bullying/crapping at times ,

espt LG jimmy , LG kymme and LG roniet. Splash splash!!

And obviously i was dead beat the moment i got home ,

merely slept all the way till night time . >.<

Many commented that 'ps. i love you' was nice and so,

but i just missed it on vday itself. Grrs!

*humph* MRTAN I WANNA WATCH PS I LOVE YOU!!!

2008-02-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

ohh my lovee~

HAPPY BELATED V'DAY TO EVERYONE!! <33

Oh well, met up with mrtan like finally?! *hugs*

Got a vday card specially for mrtan at last minute before meeting,

(cos i forgot to bring out the other one) *oops*

and i had to scibble everything that i rmb in 5mins.

Lied to mrtan that it was sisoh's bday invitation card,

so he won't open it immediately and he was convinced. LOL!!

Trained down to cineleisure and planned to watch PS. I Love You,

but sadly everything was sold out except for the 0155. Grrs. )):

Walked to shaw hse to check out the timing as well,

and it was the same case as cathay cineplex. @#$%^

Walked back to cineleisure for 'kung-fu dunk' instead,

and surprisingly it was much much better than i expected. :DD

Oh ya! Mrtan left his 3sons with me since ytd,

and i shall help him take care of them for the rest of my life. LOL!!

Anyway, HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!

2008-02-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

say goodbye.

Suddenly i've got the urge of changing to livejournal,

encountered some problems while signing up so ya.

hmms* CNY just past and everything back to square one.

Caught 'ah long pte ltd' with relatives on thursday,

it wasn't a really nice movie afterall lah.

With all those vulgars and those malaysian 'accents',

really ruined the whole movie excluding those hilarious parts.

Nikko has left sg for more than 1hr already,

and i'm starting to miss him. )):

Rmb to come back for our neoprints day alrights!! ((:

OH MY TIAN!!

Andes hasn't been performing well since the beginning of this year,

lost in Xcountry and sports day is coming up next.

Oh gosh* i'm really starting to get worried. ://

ANDES EHH OEII OEII EHH !! *cheers*

2008-01-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

a wish forgotten.

Now i've slipped the first chance ,

and i won't let it happen for the second time i promise .

Thanks ppl for giving me the second chance ,

esp my family , friends and SLBoh7 .

I've gave up on my favourite art already ,

and i'm seriously don't know what i'm interested besides that .

Business management / IT / psychology perhaps ,

no more design courses for me and that's for sure .

Giving up your favourite thing isn't good afterall ,

especially when you're into this particular since young .

Same case for me but whatever i say now it doesn't even help ,

so what's the point on saying so much ?!

p.s ska , all the best to all of you ! Loves~

2008-01-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

there's always one thing left unsaid.

*sighs* Got the news that results will be releasing on 24th,

making it/not making it, everyone just accept it alrights. (:

TP, NYP or Lasalle College? *prays hard*

Like what chipmunk said, no commiting suicide or anything pls.

I don't wanna lose a friend because of this esp my beloved S.K.A.

Anyways, celebrated dearest's birthday last week and stayed over,

watched 'body#19' with SLB and it's really gross and err ... :/

Went in cahoots with some of the boys in the evening,

and later ahboo mummy joined in the fun too. *evil laughs*

Out with my pretty mrtan on saturday and trained to NP,

and trained down to vivo for 'cloverfield'. (:

'cloverfield' wasn't a very nice show lah,

mrtan don't gives nice recomendations for sure! *ARBISH*

But i still tu la'mour mrtan!! <33s>

(Oops! I still rmb i owed you a special post specially for you,

be a little more patient alrights mr pretty boy. <3>

2008-01-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

love is here.

Went out with mrtan to cineleisure for movie ytd afternoon ,

watched 'one missed call' and it was totally err . (speechless)

Hunted for alvin-chipmunk's bday present after that ,

seriously we don't know what to buy for you lah alvin !! (:

So in the end , we bought a billabong wallet and eroyce chocolate for him .

Trained down to tanah merah to meet the rest and headed to alvin's hse . (:

Chit-chatted with some old friends and got to know something interesting ,

thank you for sharing those things with me guys !

Ahboo chongming yongshun and andrew came after ,

and we left after 11 and headed to tamp safra for pool ! *yipees*

But it was closed when we were almost there ,

so we headed home except mrtan, nikko and choongming .

Anyway , spent a nice day at alvin's hse . (:

ALVIN , LOVE IT !! (",)

2008-01-11T06:47:00.000+08:00

magical wonders.

First of all ,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ALVINN !!! (:

This crappy little boy really brightens me up whenever i'm in sch ,

esp during miss goh's intensive class in june hols last year . *misses*

OH YAY ! Tp's and NYP's on the 10-12 which is this coming weekend ,

shall arrange time for NP as well cos i promised penguin to be there . (:

HOHOHOHO !! More birthdays are coming up soon soon !! *bash bash*

ARGHHS !! We're left with 15more days to results .

Butterflies are flying in my tummy whenever i mentioned 'results' .

I wanna return to sch for lessons lahhh !! ):

I miss sch life badly esp those days when we chiong-ed for Os' tgt ,

the times when we stayed back late for art proposals and courseworks ,

slept in class , arguing with teachers , and lastly

my beloved SKA !! *loves*

Meet up soon agains alrights ska ?! ((:

2008-01-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

i've to move on.

OH YAYS! It's the second day of 2008!!! (:

Went to countdown at marina with dadaqun on monday night,

but not many turned up in the end due to some reasons. )_:

And i don't know which smart alex chose the movie 'avp2',

which really gave me a hard time finishing watching everything.

Every part just disgusted me lahhh!!! @#$%^&*

Rushed to marina to catch the fireworks and the counting down,

photos are uploaded in photoblog already! (:

Trained back to bedok and camwhored in the meantime,

yongshun papa and uncle andrew phototaking skills were BOOOOO!!

take a look at my photoblog and you'll know why. HEEHEES!

Slacked at bedok's princess macs and did some heart2heart talkings,

while the others continued with their psp gaming.

I really hate the person who invented the psp machine lahhh!!! ):

But never mind, mrtan's gonna buy me a psp!! (:

Went lan-gaming till early morning then headed home with mrtan. <33s

Thankfully there was mummy and sumo who acc me talk throughout,

or else i'll be bored to death seriously lah MRTANN!!!

Hahahahaha! A great night out with dadaqun!! ((:

2007-12-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

you're all i ever wanted.

*whees* just a few more days it will be 2008!! (:

Ahall crack my brain for some new year resolutions or something like that.

Will be out with dadaqun(slb,kj&afro) on monday night till dawn,

hope many many of them will turn up right guys?! *smiles*

I've been watching 'why why love' since like dont know when,

and i've yet to finish the whole series till now.

And and and, 'bull fighting' and 'lan qiu huo' are coming up,

so many to watch after wwl. *whees*

I miss those sch days nowadays somehow,

ppl wearing sch uniform attend enrichments/ccas really made me envy them.

Rmb those times with dadaqun during those times in sch,

they'll never fail to make you laugh over the slightest matter rights dadaqun?! :P

Chatted with brother jeremy online the other day,

hope he's feeling better after pouring out everything at one shot. (:

Okays, i'm going back to gaming. Ciaos!

2007-12-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

a perfect match .

Christmas's coming to an end,

which means i must wait for another yr for christmas!!

And it's like 1, 2, 3, .... 366days to be exact. *grrs* ):

Anyway, happy boxing day to everyone! (:

Went town for christmas countdown on the 24th night with mrtan,

it was totally different from previous yrs as it somehow lost that 'qifen'.

SIGHS! But never mind, the only thing that wasn't missing were that

ppl going arnd terroising walkers on streets with foam snows,

and ppl making way for themselves in the crowd. *heehees*

Oh well i received tp's letter earlier on like finally,

and the cut-off points for TDS are going lower than before. *GLARES*

Oh maybe i shall try nyp design sch too as well (very far leh!),

i'm in a dilema seriously. *jiu ming ahh!*

I'm losing confidence whether i'm able to make it or what,

what is done is already been done.

Joyjoy's chimology theory #1 :

Expect the unexpected,

yet unexpect those expected.

2007-12-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

seasonal love .

*ROARS* I'm back to blogging after for sooo long ,

after ppl told me my blog was 'dead' . ):

Back from the chalet a week ago ,

and everything just went smoothly expectedly . *claps claps*

Thanks alot for those who came down , especially those

who came from 4o3's class chalet which happened to fall on the same day.

This week's been a real busy one for me though ,

etc : not in east area , outings and being a 'joyrella' .

*whees* went shopping with my lovely cousie ytd ,

gossiped and shopped alot for christmas stuffs . (:

OH YAY ! Christmas is coming which means presentss !!!

Oh dear santa ! Joyjoy's been a good girl this yr ,

can you pls grant her wish by giving her a white sony cybershotS2 ?!

Jasmine said i was crazy when she herself wished for a laptop !!

Oh well , off to present wrappings soon . :P

2007-12-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

the sound of bread.

HELLOOS HELLOOOS!! (:

*sighs* i've lost the interest in blogging already,

my pea-sized brain tends to go blank when i'm typing here.

joyjoy is back in a small red island named singapore from taiwan,

seriously it might look 'WOW TAIWAN' but it wasn't what you think.

just cos of some things parents did which spoiled the whole holiday mood,

i won't say so much but i would say we enjoyed ourselves in our own activities.

made a bunch of new friends and went chit-chatting all along,

and not to forget our pooling sessions before sleeping every night. :D

Taiwan is full of roadside stall of food and everyone of them were just so nice,

junhui's theory: "it's just finger licking good!" (cos almost everything were finger food.)

it's traffic and roads weren't as smooth as sg ones as well,

had some bus-sick while the driver was driving through the mountain side. ):

photos will be up in photoblog very soon and as always,

only the nice ones will be up. (:

putting down everything while taking a break overseas really makes a difference,

nothing for you to worry and trouble about. *thumbs up*

but i miss all my beloved friends and my mrtan!! ))_:

to my dearest: don'tworry so much alrights, everything will be alright okay. joyjoy will be there for you no matter what, just ring me up yupps. ^loves^

SLB, KJ & AFRO KAN members : BBQ night on the 13th at downtown east. Do come alrights! (:

2007-11-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hellos hellos! Sorry for the inconsistent updates after so long.

Met the usuals at bedok and travelled to chinatown's yumcha before grad night,

as nikko's dad promised us to treat us since he's the boss there.

Thanks alot nikko and nikko's dad! (:

Soon after, cabbed back to sch's as grad night was at pathetic sch hall,

but overall everything was memorable etc lah .

*oh boy* Memorised some paras of a speech getting ready to present,

and in the end it wasn't even useful. *grrs*

As usual, lots of photo takings with one another,

photos are uploaded in my photoblog. (only the nice ones are up) (:

Left singapore for thailand the next day with dearest and her mom,

and overall the trip was it was alright for us i think.

Did shopping for the last few days in thai,

i mean as in really shopping from morning till night, isn't that nice?! (:

*sighs* and now, i'm back to this small little red dot named singapore.

I miss everything here seriously, especially my mrtan! <33s

And now, i've to rush out to meet him and usuals for dinner. *yipees*

2007-11-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Joyjoy is finally back to blogging after soo soo long. *claps claps*

But somehow, i feel like closing this blog. )): *considering*

Woo laa laa~ Big fat Os' are over!!

I've been waiting for this day for a long time since beginning of the year,

and after sooo sooo sooo long it's over!

I really gained many things throughout these 4yr in PY,

eg many cooperative classmates,

a bunch of besties during morning,recess&lunch time,

see someone's true colors, friends backstabbing,

blah blah bla, and finally my dear mrtan!! <33s

HAHS! Now everything's over,

and i'm sure i'll reminisce everything.

Words left unspoken to those classmates of mine,

esp those who was with me since the beginning. :D

To those besties whom i knew this year,

thanks for bringing fun&laughter into my life. *smiles*

Caught 'game plan' with the usuals ytd at usual place agains,

rated 4 out of 5. *thumbs up* :D

OH YAYS!!

Outing with XBB on friday afternoon then my dear mrtan in the night,

then an outing with cousins/family on saturday perhaps. ((:

To those special besties, i'll rmb that i still owe an entry for you all.

Check out for the new updates! *winks*

2007-09-30T09:14:00.000+08:00

stop saying sorry after you've done everything ..
it doesn't mean anything at all seriously ..
it wasn't as simple as you think it is ..
so you think just a 'sorry' word can solve everything huh ?!
fat hope .. you're just thinking too much faker !!
if you claimed that you're not the one who did it ..
what for saying sorry for so many times ..
what are you trying to tell us other than feeling guilty ..
don't you expect to be forgiven after what you've done alrights ..
it's just simply too much ..
i can't be bothered if i write a chunk of fugly post for you or whatever ..
cos i think you deserve it seriously ..
lastly ..
SORRY DOESN'T SOLVE ANYTHING !! FCUK OFF FAKER !!

2007-09-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

secret? not anymore.

BOOHOOS! I won't be able to update my blog frequently anymore. ))=

Some bloody idiot complained some rubbish to daddy,

and this was what i predicted and it really came true. GRRS!

But never mind, i shall get back what's mine after 3weeks. HOORAYS!

Sch's been ending late every single day,

and we can hardly get anytime to take a break. SIGHS.

How i wish the sch will be kind enough to give us a day break pls,

everyone will be falling sick sooner or later if this still carries on.

Suddenly the 5one2 just felt the stress within.

It's either the positive one or the negative one. SIGHS.

Oh mans! my dear mrtan is seriously sick today. *worries*

Get well soon yupps my boy. <33s.

Everyone's been in foul mood from what i've observed lately,

and i don't know why either too. Cheer up peeps!! =DD